Awesome Revelation Part II
Thursday, August 12, 2004
On my way to see the doctor, I keep on asking myself, God, why? Why can’t I just have healing? Why not? Maybe God intend for me to really rest at home? I was really so sick till I give up doing anything to make me feel better. I just give in completely to God, I remember making this prayer to God, "God, I just give myself into your hands. I am tired but whatever strength that is left in me right now; allow me to use it for you. From now on, everything I do will be entirely on your grace and strength, every step I make to church is on your grace. If you really want me to continue going for classes then You got to give me the strength and energy to do it." I never feel so submitted to God than I ever did at the point. The thing about this is, no matter how sick I feel, no matter how distracted I am by my own cough, flu and fever, I cant denied that I am still enjoying every bit of the classes. The laughter, the anointing, the presence can be felt even though I am really uncomfortable in my body.
Now I am finally better…fever is gone and I went through all the classes. Praise God for that. God is really good. He give me strength to do things that I never thought it was possible. One thing I really learnt out of this is all things are possible if you really just have faith and believe. And remember i mentioned about going to see the doctor...the medical fees amount to $100...and I am like...God I am so broke already! But God really bless those who seek Him first. My mum friend, an uncle learnt about this and pay for me in full! Praise God for that financial aid. I love you Jesus!!
