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Sunday, February 27, 2005

this fw days have been a very bz week for me...went for Pst Ulf Ekman Conference from tue to thu...then went for fri service...then this morning for for mission trip training...in the evening went church for service again...tml morning goin church again...but i was never tired...i was refreshed by God's word every service....Pst Kong's baby,Dayan was dedicated in svc 3.....special..hee...so cute....hmmm...jus got back my maths paper yesterday...got 76/100...could have got 88...look thru the paper and found 12 marks of careless mistakes...haiz...but very happy with the result too...hee...my highest paper...left 2 more papers haven take back...scared scared...tml after service goin with my sub zone to seoul garden to eat...looking forward to that....hee....hmmm..got so much wanna write..but too tired...fin one day i very free then i write....its bout a few friends i wanna thank God for..like kim,Yanling,Angeline,Sis Jin Lian and a few more...too many to list...haha...find one day i write this story of my life...then u guys can read....but maybe 1 friend at a post....hee...too many le...hee... :p



Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Last night..we had a great conference in church...Pst Ulf Ekman preach about Brotherly Love....hmmm...awesome...thank God for all the friends He have place in my life...to be there to speak the truth in love to me...yesterday actually got Crusade....yesterday Topic was SM appreciation...meaning me appreciate our Bible Study Leader...i was stuck..not knowing to go for crusade or church....in the end i chose to write a card to my DGL and went for the church conference...but i did not regret goin..doors open at bout 6.30pm...but by 7pm...pple r already sitting on the steps...suppose to start the conference at 7.45pm...but we start at bout 7.30pm or earlier...the whole hall was pack with not much space on the steps too....when i went up the stairs to pass the offering bucket...i nearly fell but thank God there is another usher behind me supporting..else cannot imagine wat happen...reach hm at bout 12+...so tired...spent time with God and went to bed immediately...hee..today got back 2 papers and a lab test..the lab test i got 95/100..thought can get full marks..but its alright...one paper i got 63/100 and the other 51/100...satisfied with this results...cause the one i got 51...i thought i will fail the paper....somemore i was very sick during that paper...Praise the Lord that i can pass the paper....not my own strength...but really God's strength and grace



Monday, February 21, 2005

haiz....so angry todaY...was feeling very tired so i slept during lecture...at the end of lecture...my friend who was sitting beside me did not call me up...i was in a very deep sleep....then i was startled awake by a shouting "the one who is sleeping is a pig"...can u imagine how loud was that....its alright if jus my friends are ard...but a "friend" was there too...and been paiseh in front of that "friend" is never a good thing...somemore the lecturer was still inside the lecture hall....arrgh...ya..maybe me sleeping min lecture is wrong...but hello....do u need to shout so loud...can u imagine i was in a deep sleep and been startled awake....haiz,...well...other than this...my day quite alright....din cough much today and feeling real good...got back one of my lab test..got 73/100..tml results hopefully will be ok...haiz...



Sunday, February 20, 2005

yesterday was a very funny day....went for cg...then after cg...we had steamboat and lau yu sheng at darren's hse....after everything...we even sang karaoke...haha....his mum got a really good voice...hee....thats y his mum is in the choir in chinese church....hmmm....in the evening...went back to church for support duty...saw Sis Jing when i alight from the transport...she ask if my fever has subside...i say yes...but she still call me to go home early...saying she attending svc 3 and she dun wan to see me after she come out from svc...but support was so bz...and kinda lack pple...in the end..i stayed till 10+....then Alvin n Hanxian saw me..they asked y m i still there and chase me home...1st time support being chase home...haha...well...thats all for yesterday...today is Kai Xia bdae...happy bdae gal...suppose to celebrate her bdae at pasir ris...but last min my cousin call me and say his brother giving a treat...celebrating my aunt's bdae...so in the end i chose to go my aunt's side...think xia is angry with me...haiz...c'mon...11 yrs friendship le...u should noe wat kind of person i am...i have push all appointments away le..buti din expect my aunt's..sorry gal....forgive me ya...i really treasure this friendship we have...haiz...but irene and xia's replies are up to u lor,sigh....so sad to receive this msg...thought they will uderstand...haiz...well...dun blame them...its always so hard for them to try to go out with me cause of my tight schedule....hmm...went to my aunt's place...and my bro brought his gf along..haha...when will i be calling her da sao...haha....well..had a full dinner and ate my fair share of crabs...hee...was so tired when i reach home...haven have enough sleep this few days....haiz....



Friday, February 18, 2005

yeah...finally my papers are all over....well...jus pray tt the results wun turn out very bad....getting beta le..thanks for those out there who have been coming to this blog and praying for me daily...i noe u guys r always there with me...hee...God too...this time realise the importance of health...imagine having high fever for days...scared sia...but its also the time when i noe pple ard me still care...hee...hmmm....now only left coughing here n there...so nid to drink more water....lots have happen this few days....very stress with exams so became quite moody...sorry to elaine if i sounded harsh on tue...sorry to the people whom i might have unknowingly offended....hmmm...oh ya...this week a lot pple bdae....Happy Birthday to Lihui and Aileen on 16-2-04...Happy Birthday to my dearest xiao mei,Geraldine on 17-2-04 and Happy Birthday to Kimberly and Ruixian today :) hope u guys had a enjoyable bdae



God...I need you
Wednesday, February 16, 2005

today is the 3rd day of my paper...was ok yesterdat till 9 pm..my body felt feverish...i went home and took my temperature...it was 39.2 even after i sponge myself with cold water...i off the fan and closed my bedroom door and sweat it out...by 2 am..i was feeling beta...jus that the coughing din stop at all...so no need to say..of course i din study for my paper today due to the fever yesterday...wat a waste....all the qns we spot came out...haiz...but i jus pray that my health will improve....coz results i can work harder in my semestral exams...not sure y...everynight then i will have my fever...and its on n off that kind...haiz...God,i need your healing hands to be upon me...2 more papers to go...tml no paper but then on fri i have 2 papers but think not so bad coz not memorise de..more of understanding....hee



1st paper
Monday, February 14, 2005

today had my 1st paper at 11am...wah...jus 1 hr before the paper...i suddenly feel feverish n headache again..kip coughing when i was doin the paper....even read wrongly one of the qns..so of coz got the wrong ans lor...haiz...then after the paper...i left the room early...feeling really sick n lousy....went for lunch...1st time eat till so xin ku sia...hmmm...went to the doc in the afternoon...guess whats the temperature? 38.8 degrees sia....wah...scare me sia...then doc give me flu tablet,panadol and cough syrup...gave me 2 days mc...now i can choose not to take my paper tml but the next exam will be a higher %..haiz...then went back to school to study then now feeling beta le...coz of the hot sun....hmmm....pls continue to kip me in prayers...thanks...HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY



Headache
Sunday, February 13, 2005

this few days have been bad for me...having my exams soon tml but for the past 2 nights i had fever...even this afternoon...its kind of on n off...haiz...even now i have a spilting headache...coz have to check some important so come online for a while..haiz...please kip me in prayers when u see this post...thanks...having my papers from tml onwards..
14/2/2005---Wireless Networking (1100-1230)
15/2/2005---Network Management (0900-1030)
16/2/2005---Network Security (0900-1030)
18/2/2005---Embedded Systems (0900-1030)
Higher Mathematics (1500-1630)



Happy CNY
Friday, February 11, 2005

Hi, everyone...Happy CNY....hope u guys got lots of ang baos ya...hmmm...this yr CNY very diff for me....coz got exams the following week but no diff...i din study during CNY..hahhahaa...this yr my dear brother brought her GF together for visiting...hee....hmmm..not bad sia...got to noe her beta this time round...met her before but we seldom talk that time...hmmm....this yr ang bao less than $150..think will stuck at that amount coz no time to go friends hse visit...poor me...hahah....on the 1st day of CNY...we went to my mother's side relative to bai nian....gotta see my cousins who are already married and thier kids...coz in the past yrs..the timing we go,we did not see them for yrs le...hee....hmm....then i went to my cousin place to sytay overnight coz next day whole day will be in their hse...n my mum cooking for them....slept at bout 4am in the morning and was woke up by my mum and aunt's talking....woke up at 10am sia...so tired...then bout 4pm...my relatives came...then everyone asked me wat i plan to do after graduation..stress...then my brother came with his GF...then his GF show me all the funny photos she took of my bro....haha..so cute...then me n my mum lazy to go hm...so we stay overnight again last night.... coz i go sch nearer too...my cousin stay at west coast...today back in school to study for my Mid Semester Test...but no mood lei..haiz....during CNY also din study..kip watching tv...haiz...left 3 days...scared scared sia...pls kip me in prayers ya....thanks...gotta go back study le....hee...bye....



A letter from God
Tuesday, February 08, 2005

As you got up this morning, I watched you, and hoped you would talk to me, even if it was just a few words, asking my opinion or thanking me for something good that happened in your life yesterday. But I noticed you were too busy, trying to find the right outfit to wear.

When you ran around the house getting ready, I knew there would be a few minutes for you to stop and say hello, but you were to busy. At one point you had to wait fifteen minutes with nothing to do except sit in a chair. Then I saw you spring to your feet. I thought you wanted to talk to me but you ran to the phone and called a friend to get the latest gossip instead. I watched patiently all day long. With all our activities I guess you were too busy to say anything to me.

I noticed that before lunch you looked around, maybe you felt embarrassed to talk to me,that is why you didn't bow your head. You glanced three or four tables over and you noticed some of your friends talking to me briefly before they ate, but you didn't. That's okay. There is still more time left, and I hope that you will talk to me yet.

You went home and it seems as if you had lots of things to do. After a few of them were done, you turned on the TV. I don't know if you like TV or not, just about anything goes there and you spend a lot of time each day in front of it not thinking about anything, just enjoying the show. I waited patiently again as you watched the TV and ate your meal, but again you didn't talk to me.

Bedtime I guess you felt too tired. After you said goodnight to your family you plopped into bed and fell asleep in no time. That's okay because you may not realize that I am always there for you.. I've got patience, more than you will ever know.... I even want to teach you how to be patient with others as well.

I love you so much that I wait everyday for a nod, prayer or thought, or a thankful part of your heart. It is hard to have a one-sided conversation.

Well, you are getting up once again. Once again I will wait, with nothing but love for you. Hoping that today you will give me some time. Have a nice day!

Your friend,
GOD



hihi
Monday, February 07, 2005

Hi,everyone..finally change the new skin into my blog...hee...hmmm....still trying to edit but have to wait after my exams le..sorry...so wun be blogging for the next two weeks bah...so sad...my 1st exam paper is onValentine's day...so CNY become my study week...so sad right...haiz....must kip me in prayers ya...hmmm....but with this new image of my blog...will try to update it as often as possible....gotta go study le...bye



sorry
Tuesday, February 01, 2005

a big sorry to those who have been coming to this website n see nothing updated...have been very bz n lazy to post..thats y...well..update u all...i doin a new design for my blog and Amber wun be sharing this blog with me le...u can visit her new blog which is combine with a few others at http://just-salt.blogspot.com this week i am having my lab tests....please pray for me cause having a very very ad flu sia....next week will have our favourite CNY but not mine coz its goin to be my study week...the week after CNY will be my mid-term tests...so think u guys gotta wait long before u see the next post...

Usher : cut my finger while cutitng the song sheets for support 2 weeks ago...a very deep cut...till now still haven heal yet....Congrats Sis Chocks n Bro Edmund...they got married on Hari Raya Haji....hee....last week during duty..got to serve a diff role...hee...was under study...under Bro Alan doing West...well..learn a bit here n there...hee...but only then i noe not easy too...haha....hmmm...so glad that relationship have improved between me n some of the ushers..hee

CG : wow...had a great cg meeting 2 weeks ago...it was our 1st cg meeting in 2005 and it was awesome...the presence of God was so strong...i love it..couldn'tgo for the 2nd week of cg...hee...N256..i miss u...hmmm...think i got great cgl and cg members.....

well...gotta end here...got a veryv ery bad runny nose..hope can post soon =)





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