In the morning when I reach Office Wa, Fri(25/09/2009) I was on leave and Sat(26/09/2009) was my off day...guess how many emails there are in my outlook express today when I turn on my Com? There are a total of 43 emails...faint..haha
At bout 11am Wa...its coming to 11 and i just finished replying all emails and acting on the emails...fainted...half day gone...
I’ve done 16 stupid things out of 37
Sunday, September 27, 2009
“I’ve done __ stupid things out of 37″ in the title field.
[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking [ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking [X] You have ran into a glass/screen door [ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle [X] You have thought of something funny while walking by yourself [X] Laughed, then watched people give you weird looks
[ ] You have run into a tree/bush. [ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow [ ] You have tried to lick your elbow… a few times [X] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm. [X] You just tried to sing them.
So far: 5
[X] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.  You have choked on your own spit .  You have seen the Matrix and still don’t get it.  You’ve never seen the Matrix.  You type only with two fingers.
So far: 6
 You have accidentally caught something on fire [X] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes. [X] You have caught yourself drooling.  You have fallen asleep in class and fell outta your chair
So far: 8
[X] Sometimes you just stop thinking [X] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about [ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you [ ] You are often told to use your “inside voice”. [ ] You use your fingers to do simple math
So far: 10
[X] You have eaten a bug (Dead ones - during church Fear Factor) [ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important [ ] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it [i went to macritchie from yewtee with my pe shorts the other way] [X] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand [ ] You have ran around naked in your house.
so far: 11
[ ] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don’t. [X] You break a lot of things. [X] Your friends know not to use big words around you. [X] You tilt your head when you’re confused [X] You have fallen out of your chair before
So far: 15
[ ] When you’re lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling or wall [X] The word “ummmmm” is used many times a day.
My Cg member - Jing Ying
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Monday me and my cg went to Buona Vista in the evening to celebrate Xiao Lu's birthday...that day Jing Ying was sitting beside me during dinner and we had a great chat..this gal is really cute..like to listen to emo songs..haha...then we say find one day want go ladies night together and also ktv...hmmm...then when going back, i find her a bit upset upset so i dropped her a sms...then i tol her not to listen to too many emo songs...haha...from there we chat a bit and she mentioned i like a sis to her...this gal so cute...go share in cg today..during testimony say at first she thought i hard to get along with and i thought she very proud...but after monday, she felt this yuan fen between us and say i like her sis...haha..at that point of time..i was kinda paiseh..but very happy..thannk God for this friendship or should i say sistership...she is actually very lovable after knowing her...hope our friendship gets better and better each day...haha
Lost my Thumbdrive :(
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Quite upset de...my manager will usually borrow thumbdrive from me and return, cause he lost his thumbdrive few months back...as i have 2 thumbdrive in my office, i would always lend him the one i din do my work in...but that one have all my pictures inside..it contains photos of my water baptism, of my days in SOT(Bible School), my days in church, most of the photos taken since I was 16 yrs old, about 8 yrs...yesterday he misplaced the thumbdrive, we search everywhere in the office but could not find it. he recalled taking out from the conference room after using and putting it on his desk, we checked the cctv in office but no clues, we search again but could not find it..aunty pantry and chris even search the big dustbin but also found nothing...its just a 1 gb thumbdrive, but its the photos in there, and also the meeting info they had in the conference room. Pray that i be able to find my thumbdrive, actually i not so sad de, but as i think of all the photos which bring back the memories, i felt more and more sad..
My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing comes in the morning.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit
Letting Go and Let God take over
Monday, September 14, 2009
Last few weeks had been really bad for me. Got involved in this relationship with Mr X. But we were only together for 7 days (to be exact 4 day, the other 3 days he was cold towards me). My heart breaks when we broke off, I cried badly. After a few weeks, a friend told me he could not forget his ex-girlfriend, they were together for 10 years. Then my question is in the first place, why start? Its all over now and we are good friends.
I wanna thank a few friends who had really been there, my colleague – Benedette & Ann, they had really been there, listening to my nonsense and buying me chocolates to eat. I wanna thank my Jie (Angeline), though she kept rubbing salt into my wounds, but I know it was for my own good, cause I never learn my lesson. I wanna thanks Kai Lin from my zone, though she dunno what happen, but she read my blog and left me a message in facebook to ask if I am ok, she cared and was concern, I believed there are a few others who read my blog but only Kai Lin left me a message. Thanks gal, I really appreciate it. Thank my ushers “mei mei” – Yolanda, Priscilla & Wendy.
Thank my cell leader Joanne and my connect group leader Selena, though I only let you guys know after the whole thing is over, but I believed you guys kept me in prayer and will continue to do so. Had a very very long talk with Joanne yesterday after fellowship with cg. I also wanna thank God, for being there for me, sending different ones around me when I was at my most down period. Thanks for sending Pst Phil and Pst Kong to preach timely messages that really helped. I will stay loyal to this relationship I had with God.
Was still a bit depressed on Saturday, went service on Sunday not knowing what to expect, presence of God hit when we sang the worship song “Above all else” & “The God I know”.
No eye has seen No ear has heard Unfailing love Far beyond words
The cross I see Your blood redeems My Imperfection Your hands divine Come shape this heart of mine
Here I stand, thirsting for you Here I am, surrender to you Let my life be you clay Mould me in your way Here I stand, desperate for you Here I am, a vessel for you Let my life sing your praise Bring honor to your name
Beauty unfolds Joy overflows Your grace begins This treasure within
Above all else Above all else We exalt you We exalt you
Because of You I was born again Because of You I’m ransomed by Your grace Because of You My heart has found a home A refuge for my soul
Because of You Sins are washed away Because of You Heaven knows my name Because of You I can live again
You’ve broken every chain
Unfailing Love,so unreserved You gave Yourself on Calvary And now I stand, forever free My Saviour rescued me
Now heaven, be open Our God is, unshaken We worship, Christ risen High above Now heaven, be open All kingdoms, all nations Declare that “You are God”
During the preaching of the word, I cried. During Altar call, I told God that I lift everything up onto his hands and ask Him to heal me, not just in my body but also emotionally. Felt so much better today.
Mr X, dun think you have my blog anyway or facebook, but thanks for giving me that 4 days, I was very happy. These will be my memories.
In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing.
It is better to have loved and lost than never to have lost at all.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Love is almost like suicide. You give so much to that special someone that you sometimes end up killing yourself inside.
Friday, September 11, 2009
I`m tryin really hard n0t t0 cry over y0u cuz every tear is just a reminder of h0w muCh ii can`t let go
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Why is it no matter how much pain the heart endures by holding on, the heart refuses to let go? Why waste your time getting hurt by someone when somewhere out there , there’s someone waiting just waiting to make you happy?
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
Love is like a puzzle. When you're in love, all the pieces fit but when your heart gets broken, it takes a while to get everything back together.
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
If the heart is one of the strongest muscles, why is it so easy to break?
Monday, September 07, 2009
It's so curious: one can resist tears and 'behave' very well in the hardest hours of grief. But then someone makes you a friendly sign behind a window, or one notices that a flower that was in bud only yesterday has suddenly blossomed, or a letter slips from a drawer... and everything collapses.
Sunday, September 06, 2009
There are times when I cant decide whether to see you or not, I want to see you because I miss you but there are times when I dont want to see you because everytime I do, the fact that you dont see me the way that I see you hurts me even more ...
Saturday, September 05, 2009
its sad when you meet someone who means a lot to you, And you find out in the end that it was never meant to be, And you just have to let go...
Friday, September 04, 2009
When you like a boy, all you do is wonder "Does he like me?" and when he finally asksyou out, all you do is wonder"When is he gonna break my heart?"
Thursday, September 03, 2009
People say not to cry because it’s over but to smile because it happened but how can you do that when just thinking of the good times makes you wanna cry?
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go.
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
The weirdest thing happened this morning...I woke up with tears in my eyes...and one rolling down my cheek...and I knew I must have been dreaming of you.
"You are the light of the world.
let your light shine before men,
that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven."
God's beloved child
18th November 1985
A new Netbook / Ipad
A Secret desire...hee
Get my degree by 30yr old
Rise up to be connect group leader again