Really thank God for favour in work that my superiors trusted me so much...last week i bought lunch for my directro then need get money from her...she just say you just take from my wallet lor...i was like huh...cannot la...then she say can la...i trust you...then yesterday i was gettin money from my manager cause need return money to the uncle who bought lunch for us..then he say next time u just take from my wallet...i was like...hmmm...y u and director the same de...ask me take my own..then he say i can be trusted...really thank them for putting such trust in me...hmmm...recently i am part of this big project which is confidential...then my manager say if done well...this would be the credential for him to recommend me for my next promotion but he told me to be prepared to do more ot then before...
Thursday, October 23, 2008
yesterday i post bout how i appreciated some of the members in the cg..today i want to appreciate few friends in ministry too...Thanks Peixiong & Eunice for not giving up...they kept calling me when i left...even when i am back..they are concern bout my spiritual life...thanks Xueli too for believing in me...had a talk with Minghui last sunday and realise that when i left...Xueli say she believe that i be back...and she say with much conviction...thanks Xueli...though now going back usher...will not be under her...but requested to be under Peixiong...will start serving next week...thanks to all the members who prayed for me before...these few weeks since i am back..haven been easy..have been feeling very stagnant...dun seem to find back my fighting spirit...feeling kinda tired..think i really need a good rest...but i have come to love God more and treasure His presence more which people would take for granted...being in single status for bout 2 months le bah...there are times when i will feel lonely...but God is always good...He is there all the time...Coming up got a few public holidays....honestly speaking i dun like public holidays...cause of my dad...i dun have the freedom to walk about at home...so public holiday i need go out...but sometimes no one to go out with...and i think i really need a rest...but cannot rest at home...cause my dad weird de...i canot like stay in my room then come out eat then back to my room...or stay at home whole day then out for luch then come back...must get out of the house latest by 11am and reach home only after 7pm...sianz right...somemore this weekend is long holiday...most of my malaysian colleagues going back malaysia...sianz..going back to work le...busy busy these few days
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Have been so busy these few days...take a break and thus this post...hmmm...many things have happen since the last post...hmmm...I am in N317 for a yr le...this 1 yr, a lot have happened...I have seen members leaving and coming in...i myself left due to certain reasons...but i am glad to be in this cg...Minghui never gave up on me even when i have given up my walk with God, she was there for me even when she is sick, she wanted to find me just to have a chat with me...she is a leader not jus concern bout attendance but she really cares for everyone of us...she was sharing she is upset when Vera din pick up her calls...it must have hurt her too when i initially din pick up her calls..sorry Minghui, thank you for still believing in me still..Still remember when i 1st came back...the fighting spirit was gone but she still tell me she believe in the dream i had-be a cgl...i was very touched...though i have msg her a few times how thankful i am...but really...no words can express how thankful i am to have such a great leader...she is one who sacrifice for her members...one who would go all the way out...one who dun just talk the talk...but walk the walk...one who really set by example...she is a generous person...always treating us...thanks Minghui...I love you...haha...of course she is not the only one who care when i left...Jean AND Gwen was there too...Jean was all ready to visit me with Minghui...after SOT...Staying in Jurong West Church and prepared to take a cab home after visiting me...accompanying me for make up cg then in the end i put aeroplane din go..she never complain and never gave up...Gwen never gave up messaging and calling me even when i reject her calls and dun reply her messages...thanks for your persistence Jean & Gwen...Huiwen will also msg me on and off to find out how i am doing...thanks...you guys played a part in bringing me back :) Of course, after all that happened...God never gave up on me...He still uses me to counsel people around me...letting me realise that the dream i have can still come true...got to go back work le...will post again soon...hopefully...haha
Monday, October 13, 2008
My company have a few sister companies...and for the D&D, I am in charge of the company VCE...that china colleague whom i mentioned before in the earlier post is in charge of another company ITS...this 2 companies happened to have the same supplier...i have been making calls to this supplier to ask for sponsorship...the supplier thold me that the gift be coming in today....my colleague was taking this DVD player walking towards me and call out my name...then this china colleague just say this is for me de..so the colleague ask is it? you tell me who is it from...he say out the supplier name...then my colleague was saying oh,he ask me pass to serene....WHY IS THERE SUCH PEOPLE ON EARTH?its obvious the present is coming in to me...then y claim its her...and this is not the 1st time...it happened between her and another colleague before...that was worse...the cash already came in le then she call supplier...supplier say already given...then my other colleague is in charge of ITT..she just kip asking the cash for ITS RIGHT?FOR ITS RIGHT?its so obvious that she mislead the supplier....ARRGH...not that i so calculative...any presents is all our company de...but what i unhappy with is y i put in effort...in the end she just get the easy way out....
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
Praise God for a good boss...what happen was whenever our delivery uncle need to go take order...or anyone need him go anywhere need to tell the purchaser then she can plan the schedule so can save petrol...then this HR gal...i told her mus tell the purchaser...just now she din tell..straight away tell the uncle need go this place that place...then the purchaser go approach her she say she dunno need to tell...then i just say i told her that time already need to inform...she scolded me in front of everyone and say i always cha zhui...stuff like that...was very upset thats y the previous post....my director was not around when that happen...dunno who told my director what happen...should be my manager bah...she came in ask the HR Manager go talk to the HR gal...the HR gal say she dunno got this procedure....the manager also say she dunno...both got scolded by my director...she even say the HR gal know bout this and showed evidence that she ask the purchaser before...the director scolded the HR gal in front of everyone...then ask me go her room and ask i feeling beta anot....i ask her who told her de..say din say...just comfort me...THANK GOD FOR GOOD BOSSES
Y BE NICE TO OTHERS...THEY DUN APPRECIATE...NOT GOING TO BE THE NICE PERSON IN OFFICE ANYMORE...YOU JUST GET BULLIED...JUST TRYING TO HELP OUT THERE...KENA PEOPLE SAY I ALWAYS LIKE TO MIND OTHER PEOPLE...FINE...NOT GOING TO BE THE NICE LADY IN OFFICE ANYMORE...NEED HELP GO FIND OTHERS FOR HELP...I JUST DO MY JOB...NO NEED BE SO HELPFUL...NO ONE CARES AND APPRECIATE ANYWAY...LESS LATER BEING CALL A BUSYBODY
"You are the light of the world.
let your light shine before men,
that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven."
God's beloved child
18th November 1985
A new Netbook / Ipad
A Secret desire...hee
Get my degree by 30yr old
Rise up to be connect group leader again