Its now 2.11am. Just finished one of my many never ending assignments and listening to Come Holy Spirit. It is one of my favourite songs and Kailin favourite too.
I reaching for Your heart,
You hold my life in Your hands.
Drawing me closer to You,
I feel Your power renew.
Nothing compares to this place
where I can see you face to face
Really love this song! I love you Jesus. Every word from this song is just what I really want to tell Jesus. In two days time, will be 10th Oct. It has been one year for me, ever since I make the decision to go to youth cell group and help out. God has indeed grown me a lot. In fact come to think of it, I have only accepted Christ for like 2 yrs 8mth. But somehow I feel as though I know Christ for many years. Well haha God formed me in my mum’s womb and He already has His perfect plan for me even before I was born so maybe that explains why I feel I know him for so long? haha
God has always been so good in my life. Many times when I am down, He never fail to show up. I love to go to Him in times of trouble because it is the place where I know I can really find love and comfort.
When the oceans rise and thunders roared,
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood.
I will be still know you are God
If anyone is to ask me, where is the safest place on earth, it would have to be in God arm. If anyone is to ask me, where can I find Love, it would have to be where God is. If anyone is to ask me, who can help me solve my problem, it would have to be our Jehovah God. Really, God is my solution for all things. Nothing is too small for Him to know nor too big. He cares about everything that is in our lives.
Over these two years, I have learnt to really trust God. Though sometimes, I might wavier, there is always this longing in my heart to go back to Him. I remember there are times where I would pray every night.
God, lock my back door, I dont want to leave you. I want to be with you forever, in eternal. I give you the keys to my back door and it will be safe with You!
I remember how I prayed till one day, God just speaks to me, Amber, your back door are safely locked. No one can unlock it anymore. Your keys are safe with me. I will never return you the keys and I will be with you forever.
And ever since that day, I never prayed about locking back door anymore. I know in my heart, that the door is so safely locked, that not even devil can unlock that door because the keys are safe with God.
Jesus I love you. Just want to say thanks for being with me. You are indeed awesome. Just want to encourage those who ever think of sliding away from God. God has never intended for us to leave him. If He can keep the keys to my back door so securely, He can do the same to you. Just believe in Him and trust Him in all situations and I believe He will reveal more of Himself to you! Amen!
"You are the light of the world.
let your light shine before men,
that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven."
God's beloved child
18th November 1985
A new Netbook / Ipad
A Secret desire...hee
Get my degree by 30yr old
Rise up to be connect group leader again