Yesterday i made a decision to break off with Gerald...reason for break off is cause our characters are really incompatible...many may think i m selfish...but friends around me..they know...when i with friends without him around and with him around...my mood is different...and sharon think i have been wearing a mask..ya...i was happy with gerald but its a diff kind of happiness...not the bubbly kind of serene you all have seen...both of us cried but i know i have to be firm in this decision...cause i was not firm the 1st time we break off...thats y lead to all these...i really hope he can move on...jia you in finding a job...and may u find a suitable partner :) though i am single again..but i felt more qing song...this period of time will be tough for me...but i know my friends and God will be there for me...