Wednesday, September 03, 2008
so upset these few days...emotions so unstable...who says i am the one who break off with him i m not upset...who says i look happy i am not upset...i just dun wan my friends to worry...i m sad do i need to cry in front of my friends?i am sad do i need to tell the whole world i m sad or i cried everyday? just wanna vent my frustrations here...cannot take it anymore...just because he is more soft, someone who dun really know how to fight back..everyone pity him...so its my fault to break off with him...do they know who happy or unhappy i was when i was with him...and how unhappy he wqas to tolerate scoldings from me every now and then....i m tired...to me..he is just a weak person...not that he cannot cry...but no need to tell everyone he cried everyday right...so i am the bad person because i caused him to cry everyday...ya...go tell those friends who will go tell people in office that you cry everyday...go let them gossip and say you so pityful and stuff like that...i cried too...but i dun go telling everyone i cry everyday...unless i really cannot take it anymore...
