This few days have really been terrible...friday we had our coporate branding commitee meeting with our director, i was suppose to present the part on costing...seriously i was not prepared for it...i just saved the proposal this company have send to the thumb drive...after i present it...my director suddenly turn to me and say i did very well...very well done...was surprised...then at the end of the meeting...again in front of the 2 managers and a executive...he say i have done well and ask my manager to give me more chance to present...stress...haha....hmmm...then after the meeting...i went to my director's room to pass him some documents...and he told me i to continue to work hard...he say i can do it de and have performed well so far...hee...so happy...
friday suddenly my Angeline Jie ask me out for dinner..so out of the blue..when i needed someone to be there for me..she called..then i gave tuition after work...during tuition time...Sis hope message me to ask bout any updates..i was touched...cause i know somehow it is God...these 2 person seldom message me...normally when i have problem..i will find them..but on fri...both contact me suddenly...God sent people around you to comfort you...this sat be going over Hope's place to stay over and share what have happened then sun go church together... told Angeline about my break off with gerald...her reply was she have not even seen him...haha...hmm...she treat me to cafe cartel and drove me home...was so tired after all the crying that i did not even realise that i fell asleep in the car until approaching Choa Chu Kang...
Sat slept till 10plus...minghui called me at 9 plus...cause i told her on thursday that i will call her back on friday but she din receive my call...then i told her bout my director praising me and say maybe cause i decide to end the relationship and in one way put God first...so i was blessed...minghui say no...God did not punish me when i was in the relationship...he still continue to use me in the workplace...but like what is written in the bible...as you put God 1st in your life...all these things shall be added to you...and the praises from my director is one of the things God have added to me...reach minghui's place at 11.45..then prepare the spag and hotdog...me n huiru quite lost of how to make the sauce and spagetti...thank God minghui help us...else could not what would be refreshments that day..in the way that it will not be ready...thanks Minghui...cg was good...word given by the members really spoke into my life...bout being tired and finding back the 1st love of God...the cg message..1 of the point was faith...and minghui say that fear is the opposite of faith and dun let out failure stop us from moving on with God..this sentence really impacted me...after cg we went to Han's beside the national library for dinner ...that day i really know what is the meaning of unity is power...haha...cause i suppose to fill in bout 600+ lucky draw coupons for my director...finished 500 by fri..was thinking was giving up the 100+...then i was finding any member whose house nearby have Econ minimart...and this new friend stay near Econ...so i took the coupons out...then minghui volunteer to fill in details for me...and Eleanor,Hui Wen,Gwen and the new friend Han Sheng help to fill in the details and we finished the 100+ coupons within 10 mins..thanks N317 for help..it really speed up everything...love you guys...
Yesterday after svc...went bedok to have lunch, then we went to sembawang to look for Alfred cause he had a ligament operation...then we went city hall,..met jin lian and see wan for sakae dinner...yummy...love jap food...then i was telling them bout Minghui's persistence...hmmm....why i decide to come back one of the reason is cause of minghui..one day she told me that she was not angry when i last min dun turn up for service and cg...but she was upset....at that time...i knew she really cared...not just concern bout attendence...and when i told them what minghui say bout as i put God 1st..all these things shall be added to me...when talking to them...i realised actually i have a really really good cgl...one who really lay her life down for us...Minghui..thanks...no words can express the thanks and graditude i have towards this cgl...i love her...haha...thanks for being there always...
"You are the light of the world.
let your light shine before men,
that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven."
God's beloved child
18th November 1985
A new Netbook / Ipad
A Secret desire...hee
Get my degree by 30yr old
Rise up to be connect group leader again