Thursday, September 18, 2008
Why do i mind so much when other people commmend me? I have been taking lunch oders for my colleagues for the past 6 months, wed i was in a mteeting so i asked another colleague to take the lunch order...then during lunch i was saying next time can ask her to help..pass already...then my director say ya..she can...her handwriting nicer...then the son say ya..at least he wun leave out any order...at that point...i was very upset..ya..i miss out 1 order before...cause that colleague not from my office...i forgot to ask her...imagine no one comes to you everyday...you have to go ask where they wanna eat 1st...then ask them what they want...1 by 1...do they know how tired i am...everytime i ask where they wanna eat..they just reply see the others....everyone say the same thing...then i dun even know which venue...it takes up a lot stupid time to ask...maybe i should jus do this in future...email everyone where we going to eat and if they dun reply by 10.30..its their own business..every single day...for the past 7 months...i take order...after lunch i have to collect $$..they dun come automatically...no one bother to thank you for helping them...but yet when u miss out 1 order...everyone starts blaming you...dun appreciate i already think forget it...yet still blame u when there is a mistake...ya...if that colleague is so good...ask her to take order everyday then...see if she will forget one day...that was one i told my director...her reply was dun say others..say yourself can le...
everyday is like this...bout 10am i ask my director where she buying lunch today thenshe say ask the rest...i will ask the managers and they say see the others...then when i fially got the venue..i have to ask 12-13 staff what they wanna eat...then sometimes got additional from marketing side...then after that got to double check i din left out anyone...then pass the paper to my director...after lunch...go 1 by 1 to collect the $$...sometimes they give too big note...got to find small change...they give too much coins...got to try get rid of the coins...when i pass the money to the director..she will test me...ask me add up to the total sum...initially it was agreed that me and alinna spilt...she take order...i collect money...then she went back china for 1 month holiday so i did both and all the way from apr- sept...i do both...its not that i want to complain...but i jus felt its unfair...why is it like that..
EVERYONE JUST TAKE YOU FOR GRANTED...DO THINGS FOR THEM NOT A WORD OF THANKS OR ENCOURAGEMENT...A MISTAKE AND ALL PIN POINT YOU...whatever happen I blog yesterday and today bout work are the things i dun have strength..think i really need to take a rest...
