Thursday, September 04, 2008
yesterday night ot again....mon ot will 7...tue and wed ot till 8.30...really tired...yawnz...still haven finish the things...just checking my colleague's work for the D&D makes me tired...how can she have the email add but not contact person...means she dinmake an effort to find out...
Yesterday talk to sharon...in the midst of conversation...she told me something which i felt unfair to me...i cried out...just kept crying...colleague A wrote a note to Colleague B and Colleague B ask huh,why...what happen?Colleague A say cause of religion...my friend knew they talking bout me...this is their conversation...
A: ya lor...he very upset...think have been crying everyday...
B: really cause of religion ah...
A: ya...he say he put in so effort for these 6 months but end up he got nothing....
B: Nvm, its her lost...he is such a nice guy...
A: think I meeting him up tonight...
I dunno what exactly Gerald told this colleague...I did ask Gerald...he say he only told her that we over le...anyway...dunno la...you can say I easily affected by people...CAUSE ITS UNFAIR TO ME...its not as if I am very very happy after the break off...but YET I HAVE TO LISTEN TO ALL THESE NONSENSICAL THINGS...his relationship was between me n him...what rights have others to comment?Ya...all they know is he is a nice guy...I agree on that...so?He can give me happiness but I dun feel secure...no security which ladies need a lot...Hai...
