Thursday, October 23, 2008
yesterday i post bout how i appreciated some of the members in the cg..today i want to appreciate few friends in ministry too...Thanks Peixiong & Eunice for not giving up...they kept calling me when i left...even when i am back..they are concern bout my spiritual life...thanks Xueli too for believing in me...had a talk with Minghui last sunday and realise that when i left...Xueli say she believe that i be back...and she say with much conviction...thanks Xueli...though now going back usher...will not be under her...but requested to be under Peixiong...will start serving next week...thanks to all the members who prayed for me before...these few weeks since i am back..haven been easy..have been feeling very stagnant...dun seem to find back my fighting spirit...feeling kinda tired..think i really need a good rest...but i have come to love God more and treasure His presence more which people would take for granted...being in single status for bout 2 months le bah...there are times when i will feel lonely...but God is always good...He is there all the time...Coming up got a few public holidays....honestly speaking i dun like public holidays...cause of my dad...i dun have the freedom to walk about at home...so public holiday i need go out...but sometimes no one to go out with...and i think i really need a rest...but cannot rest at home...cause my dad weird de...i canot like stay in my room then come out eat then back to my room...or stay at home whole day then out for luch then come back...must get out of the house latest by 11am and reach home only after 7pm...sianz right...somemore this weekend is long holiday...most of my malaysian colleagues going back malaysia...sianz..going back to work le...busy busy these few days
