Emerge was great on fri..was sitting at the floor area that, felt so young during praise & worship,kept jumping and jumping...haha..hmmm...ya..there was a mini interview between Pst Zhuang & Annabelle..knew she was a cgl before but din noe she was a zs...she came church at 13,became cgl at 15 and a zs at 22,she is 35 now and she dun look a bit like 35,she look so so young..she share how on fire she was,how she would call her cgl early in the morning to ask if there is prayer meeting,her leader who was still sleeping would say no,she would ask if there are other groups praying and ask for details and go down to pray with the group even if she dunno anyone there,wow..super on fire sia...
that day PsT Zhuang ask who is under 25,i happily raised my hand with my members but he asked who is under 20, i was the only 1 with my hand down,all my members only 17-19..as Pst talk bout revival in school,i felt old and i felt i wasted my youth away,what was i going in sec 4 and poly?i got saved during end of sec 3,what have i done when i was still in school?its been 9 yrs but what have i done?but God showed me that He is going to use me,to impact youth who will bring other youth to His kingdom :)
after Emerge,went to a ktv in chinatown to celebrate sec sch friend bday,its only 10++ per person, went home at bout 2,woke at at 11am the next day and went to jurong point,was walking aimlessly when i saw 1 of my colleague-Elizabeth so we had lunch together, then met gwen and aaron,got refreshments and went cg,had mos burger after that,reached home at bout 11...tired...
sat i was feeling kinda upset,was thinking the friendship strain with Joanne,Jessie and Emily?is it really my problem?know they like to sing ktv so told them bout the 10dollars ktv i went to,we suppose to go out together on sat,cause if u message 2009 to 79777,you got this sms reply from Singapore Tourism Board,the reply acts as a passport to free entry to Singapore flyer and bird park and a few places,if you are within the 2009 people in queue..in the end we din go cause one of the colleague reach at 7am,already a lot people,a lot camp overnight,so singaporeans,hehe...then i receive this msg from Jessie,we want to go the 10dollars ktv now,where is it?can tell us how to go?she msg somehting like that, when i read that msg,i was super upset, cause i din even tell them i not free that day and they dunno i got cg..cause when Joanne ask bout going out on sat, i din know got cg at sat and i was going emerge on fri so i say i can go with them...but that msg from jessie,obvious they did not ask me to join them,they just cut me out from their activities,at that point of time, i know that answer i put up on twitter-colleagues or friends?to them maybe i m just a colleague...was upset at that point and now i feeling beta le..i know i still have a lot of friends who care..at least i know my cg members really love me and care..they more anxious bout me losing weight and getting a bf..haha..thanks N317,you guys are not just my members but my friends :)
ytd after svc,fellowship at coffee bean then went JP with Minghui and Gwen,had a great time...haha..Minghui keep saying me and gwen acting very funny..she very worried...Gwen treated us to toast box and next week i be treating them to Ichiban...i owe Minghui a lot of meals le...then we to get thigh guard for Gwen and i realise both of us the size of our thigh is the same...haha..then we kept laughing..and i can only go home at 7, they left at 5+, Minghui ask me take bus with them then change bus home...haha...crazy but i did that,,enjoyed the fellowship a lot