Upset!!
since the last week of April, have been hanging out with valerie quite a while...its been really some time since we last went out or even met so often...we met with almost every other day...
we always to tot he coffeeshop near her place to drink and have lunch/dinner..have spent quite a sum on cab fare and not having enough sleep..still remember that night when she had her bbq, i only slept for 2 hrs then have to go church...was really tired...
yesterday she told me that i was always too busy and never have the time to meet her out until this 3 weeks, then we begin to meet often...the way she say it...i hear le i very upset...after i reach home...i called perrine and i cried...hope i din scare the gal...hee...ya...what she say is true that i have always been too busy...but for the past 1 month, a lot have happen and i really want to treasure the friends ard me and spent time with them...i always after work then go home and sleep at 8 plus...cause i always feel tired at work so need enough rest...but these few weeks, i have been sleeping at 1 or 2am...which is really hard for me, cause once i dun have enough rest, i will fall sick and i never like to take mc cause i cannot rest at home...not blaming anyone here, but i felt i have try to make an effort and when i heard what she say, i felt upset...it really hurts, haiz...
something i feel sad bout is we used to be quite close until she left church and i got more n more involved in church, having to go bs and meet members in the past...and now we are just normal friends i guess...her good friends are moon and huisi whom she always mention when i am with her...i have been thinking...i have a lot of friends...some are very close to me...but suddenly we aren't that close now...i meant those in church, understand they have rise up and move on, so their circle of friends change too...haiz..dunno what i saying le...will stop here..hope today will be a good day
