this period of time have been really testing and trials for me...i justncry easily...some friends ard me say i emo....have been thinking a lot thesefew weeks...
y did God put me in this family...where there is no love,no communication in the house....everyone just treat it like a hotel...when i face problems at work..who can i share with at home..NO ONE...have anyone ever try to understand what i m going throught?after a stressful day at work...icome back to a home where there is no one..cannot even watch the tv to relax...cause will be scolded the next day...can't just stay home and rest...i got so many days leave but none i can jsut stay home and rest...cause of dad's weird behavior..
in workplace..whydid my closest friends suddenly not talk to me months ago...found new friend but yet leaving soon..my good friend clara inHR....nw i also doing a bit HR...i felt stress...really stress..
change to a nnew cg comingto 2months..still trying to adapt to the new cg..though things are getting beta...but....haiz...
tired of crying...God...help me...get out of this wilderness
"You are the light of the world.
let your light shine before men,
that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven."
God's beloved child
18th November 1985
A new Netbook / Ipad
A Secret desire...hee
Get my degree by 30yr old
Rise up to be connect group leader again