Last few weeks had been really bad for me. Got involved in this relationship with Mr X. But we were only together for 7 days (to be exact 4 day, the other 3 days he was cold towards me). My heart breaks when we broke off, I cried badly. After a few weeks, a friend told me he could not forget his ex-girlfriend, they were together for 10 years. Then my question is in the first place, why start? Its all over now and we are good friends.
I wanna thank a few friends who had really been there, my colleague – Benedette & Ann, they had really been there, listening to my nonsense and buying me chocolates to eat. I wanna thank my Jie (Angeline), though she kept rubbing salt into my wounds, but I know it was for my own good, cause I never learn my lesson. I wanna thanks Kai Lin from my zone, though she dunno what happen, but she read my blog and left me a message in facebook to ask if I am ok, she cared and was concern, I believed there are a few others who read my blog but only Kai Lin left me a message. Thanks gal, I really appreciate it. Thank my ushers “mei mei” – Yolanda, Priscilla & Wendy.
Thank my cell leader Joanne and my connect group leader Selena, though I only let you guys know after the whole thing is over, but I believed you guys kept me in prayer and will continue to do so. Had a very very long talk with Joanne yesterday after fellowship with cg. I also wanna thank God, for being there for me, sending different ones around me when I was at my most down period. Thanks for sending Pst Phil and Pst Kong to preach timely messages that really helped. I will stay loyal to this relationship I had with God.
Was still a bit depressed on Saturday, went service on Sunday not knowing what to expect, presence of God hit when we sang the worship song “Above all else” & “The God I know”.
No eye has seen No ear has heard Unfailing love Far beyond words
The cross I see Your blood redeems My Imperfection Your hands divine Come shape this heart of mine
Here I stand, thirsting for you Here I am, surrender to you Let my life be you clay Mould me in your way Here I stand, desperate for you Here I am, a vessel for you Let my life sing your praise Bring honor to your name
Beauty unfolds Joy overflows Your grace begins This treasure within
Above all else Above all else We exalt you We exalt you
Because of You I was born again Because of You I’m ransomed by Your grace Because of You My heart has found a home A refuge for my soul
Because of You Sins are washed away Because of You Heaven knows my name Because of You I can live again
You’ve broken every chain
Unfailing Love,so unreserved You gave Yourself on Calvary And now I stand, forever free My Saviour rescued me
Now heaven, be open Our God is, unshaken We worship, Christ risen High above Now heaven, be open All kingdoms, all nations Declare that “You are God”
During the preaching of the word, I cried. During Altar call, I told God that I lift everything up onto his hands and ask Him to heal me, not just in my body but also emotionally. Felt so much better today.
Mr X, dun think you have my blog anyway or facebook, but thanks for giving me that 4 days, I was very happy. These will be my memories.
"You are the light of the world.
let your light shine before men,
that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven."
God's beloved child
18th November 1985
A new Netbook / Ipad
A Secret desire...hee
Get my degree by 30yr old
Rise up to be connect group leader again