24 Feb Woke only at 10 plus..haha..super tired...went to the centre for a while to check my mails and update facebook...haha...had crabs for lunch...yummy..love seafood...Ailyn and Eric went back to the centre and i stayed at home...babysitting experience...not easy sia...Aunty Saras was putting Kehyan to slp but at the same time kayla is sleeping...woo...finally got kayla to slp and i was really tired...haha...when Ailyn came back,i was telling her i dun wanna have kids...haha...adopt older kids back...but think i say only...wun do tt...went out for a while and they bought bak ku teh for me...bak gu teh here is nice..not like those in Singapore so salty and they give a lot of soup...imagine we pour out..the soup can be put into 2 bowls..hee...then they brought me to lumut...this very nice place..the only windy place..hahaah...enjoy the wind...went back to watch tv prog and had a chat with Ailyn eating pomela at the same time...enjoy the fellowship time...
25 Feb Woke up at 8plus after receiving a sms from my manager in Singapore...haha...din do anything much in the morning...in the afternoon after Kayla came back from school, guided her in her homework,writing chinese characters...then after she took her afternoon nap..I went out together with Ailyn...went to had chendol with glutinous rice...wow..its was good to have that on such a warm day....cooling...after that i went or a full body massage at RM$50 for an hour...after my massage...the massage was shiok sia...waited at the shop for Ailyn to pick me up...then i was introduced to her 'sister", Joanne...this gal is so close to Ailyn that Kayla call her Joanne Yi Yi...well..intially when i met her...we din really talk much...haha..was shy...hee...then we went back to bring Kayla and Kehyan out...we went to this restaurant place call kenneth's place...and once we got the wep key...both joanne and i went online with our phone..she is carrying a e71...and eric was using his notebook...then ailyn was like..hey the two of u using phone then i....haha..me and joanne laughed...cause she was busy with her 2 kids...after that we went to Giant...that was when the ice was broken between me and joanne..though it was the first day we noe each other...but we had so much we can talk about..making fun and "bullying" each other...haha..(Joanne...i know u r reading this..hee...) we had our fun time buying diapers as they were on sale...haha...Ailyn was trying to find the brand drypers but could not find it...in the end me and Joanne saw it...and we were like standing there..taking the drypers and joanne on the phone with Ailyn saying we found it...we stood there to wait for ailyn to come over and joanne say people must be thinking what is these 2 young ladies buying diapers for..haha...btw..joanne is 19 this year..after that we went home...had another round of sharing with Ailyn bout my walk with God...good time of fellowship..hee
26 Feb woke up at 9 plus...heard kehyan's voice from downstairs..hee..today is a public holiday in Malaysia and so Kayla had no school...we went to Mac for breakfast...went back to the house and was tired..joanne la..keep saying bout sleepin after a heavy breakfast...haha...ailyn went back to the centre..and i spent time with kayla..playing the role of the teacher...in the end..we decide to do cards...haha...she did a birthday card for the daddy and thank you cards for Joanne,Aunty Saras and of course her beloved mummy...its not a card though...just drawing on the paper...but its the thought that counts..she really put efforts in it...then it was her nap time....wow..she took a long time to sleep and i was really tired...finally at 4.30 she slept...4.45 someone pat me on my shoulder...haha..ailyn and joanne came to bring me out...i was tired...but i rather go out..hee..we went to this shop but nothing caught my eye...Ailyn bought something...then they brought me to dinner...had this rice mixed with thai sauce and orawns...quite worth it...it had 6 prawns in it and it cost only RM$5.50..ailyn and i say at the same time if its in singapore, they would only have 3 prawns...haha..went back after that for a short rest before proceeding to cg...they have their cg at 8 in the church...it was led by their pastor...pst Dave...great presence of God...went home feeling great...had another long sharing with Ailyn...bout my family...woo...1st time sharing with her...tears were in my eyes as i was sharing but i held back my tears...went to bed only at 2am...hee
27 Feb woke up at 9..this time woke up by the chirping of the bird..haha...light sleeper ya?no la...had enough rest these days so think with enough rest...i would wake up hearing the slightest noise...hee..went to have roti canai(dunno if the spelling is right) with joanne,ailyn and kayla..went back and kayla got me and joanne to play puzzle with her...she took out 1..we finished together...she took out another 3,1 after another, but fix a few piece then the rest me and joanne fix...well..but we had a great time ya...took turns to take care of kayla and kehyan while ailyn discussed with Eric something in the room...joanne had better stamina than me when it comes to carrying kehyan...Joanne drove Ailyn to the centre and i stayed home with the kids..Eric's friend Jeff came to prepare ingredients for pasta for the next day's outreach...read a storybook of 10 pages to kayla before her nap...waited for Ailyn and Joanne to come back before we proceed to church for svc at 5pm...when i reached...i just stick with Joanne...cause dun really noe anyone in church...Pst Dave's wife, Vara whom i met during cg the day before remembered my name..haha...then we started praise and worship in chinese...one of the praise song we sang was Awaken my soul...we sang the worship song Through it All...
the presence of God was so strong..God spoke to me regarding some issues in my life..Pst preach a msg about dreams...n God spoke again...that night i had a good chat with ailyn...i told her what God had spoken to me and showed me my weakness...
28 Feb woke up later today...at 9.10...oops..was late...svc is at 10...after i woke up...realise Ailyn had got the kids alomost ready...hee..went to church and Ailyn asked to carry Kehyan and bring kayla up first...well...when i reached...kayla went to find her friend and i carried kehyan into the hall...saw ailyn's cg member Jasmine and chatted for a while...one of the church mate came and wanted to carry kehyan...at first this boy turn away...haha...in the end still let her carry him...Jasmine was sayoing the boy have got used to me..haha...a bit lonely today cause joanne was not here...haha...eric led us into praise...we sang nothing is impossible in chinese...man...i could not catch up with the chinese words...haha...then Vara led us into a time of worship...we sang how great is our God and through it all...needless to say...God spoke again..wow...powerful weekend...God use 3 diff days to teach me diff things...and its just how amazing how He works...after the service we went downstairs to eat...i had bak gu teh ee mee...joanne came to join us for lunch..ailyn brought kehyan back 1st...kayla and myself went back in Joanne's car...after that we just chatted and played with the kids...well..then it was time for Joanne to go back to KL as she have school the next day...gal..though i din say anything...but was sad to see u leave...thank God for this friendship...though we just knew each other for 4 days...but it dun seem like it ya...you are no stranger to me..hahah...we ma chiam know each other for years ya...Jeff came to cook his pasta for the outreach...see how he cooked...and was saying find one day cook for my cg...haha...then we proceed to church at bout 4...begin to help out a bit here and there..haha..as if here for mission trip... mingle around with the people...there were a lot of food..then we started playing this game called the speed chatting...well..all the guys sat in a row and the gals in a row...opp each other...we were given 2 mins to ask as many qns to the person opp us...then after 2 mins..change...we took papers and wrote down all the answers...haha..then came the time when we have to choose representative up the stage to challenge...lady versus guy...we have to answer the question given of the other team...lets say the qns is what s his/her fav actor...i have to write the answer of teh guy on stage,..and he have to write mine...if both got it wrong or right..nothing happen...but if one ans wrongly and the other correct...the one who answer wrongly have to give his red packet to the other party...in the end 3 guys lost their ang baos to the girls...haha...fun game...exciting sia...haha...fellowship till late...got to chat with other members in the cg...though i might see them again the next time...but thesse are eternal friendships and i know i will see them in Heaven...thank God there is facebook...haha...took a number of pictures...went back...shared with Ailyn what God spoke to me in the morning...as we think back..its just amazing how God works...ailyn say imagine if back in SOT...i din lend my laptop to do assignment..we might not be so close and i might not have come to perak during this time and God would not have been able to speak to me cause my heart was so cold and hardened...and if i din come this trip...i would have meet a cray friend like joanne....oops...haha...God works in ways we can never imagine...well..kinda sad as it was the last night for me...
1 Mar woke up at 7.30...cause my bus leave at 9am..starting to feel emo...haha...send kayla to school and had breakfast with Ailyn and Eric...the bus came at bout 9.30...gave Ailyn a hug before boarding the bus...she told me not to forget the lessons God had taught me here...haha...when the bus left..unknowingly there was tears in my eyes...sad to leave...it had been 7 wonderful days...days of fellowship...eating and time with God...reached Singapore custom at only 7.30pm...woo...so tired..watch movies in the bus then slp then watch movie again...there was a lady who vomitted blood in the bus when the bus was on the highway....so we had to wait for the ambulance to come and hence the delay...reached home..tired..but happy
Thank God for the friends made this trip(especially Joanne Dong)...Thank God for His lessons...Thank God for the good food and good time of fellowship...thank God for letting me realise parenting is really not easy and i really salute all parents out there...including my dad and my mum....really fruitful trip...Thank God for everything
"You are the light of the world.
let your light shine before men,
that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven."
God's beloved child
18th November 1985
A new Netbook / Ipad
A Secret desire...hee
Get my degree by 30yr old
Rise up to be connect group leader again